So, I'm starting my first year of High School tomorrow. And it's gonna be good. I'm gonna make it good.
This is when my life officially starts. When the clock strikes 12 tonight, that's when I begin. That's when I take over. I'm going to control my life from here.
Everything is going to be new for me. I'll have my new shoes and my new uniform. Even a new bag. When I walk through those school gates tomorrow, I'm going to be trying my best! Giving it everything I've got!
I'm not going to let life push me along anymore! And I'm going to do well in my studies!
And I'm going to take life by the balls! [Okay.. yeah.. that sounds gross.]
[Okay, so that's what I've been feeling, and I've got a good feeling about this. Also, from now on.. I'm going to keep my feeling for this anime guy at a minimal level. Instead of exploding with moe. But I don't know if I can control it. I'm gonna try my best at that too.]
So, yes, I'm back in Australia and away from my holiday in Malaysia. And Hong Kong. And that wasn't the best trip. But I've had worse. I'm still not fitting in with my cousin and my sister. And I'm starting to feel like my sister's not her anymore. I mean seriously! How am I suppose to feel when she tells me that she's kissed 8 guys [with the tongues, which is hell gross! I mean how do you stick your tongue in another being's mouth!] she's known for not that long! And 4 of them she didn't even have any feelings for them! How messed up is that?!
So I'm sorry, that I say it's gross when you tell me that! I'm sorry that my reaction wasn't : "WOW! That's that best! I'm gonna worship you now!". You know what? I actually feel sorry for you. You didn't even lose your first kiss with a guy that you even possibly thought of sharing your WHOLE life with! AND you did it willingly!
[Atleast my first kiss was an accident! So I didn't do it willingly..]
So anyway, that was just one of the things that I experienced on my holiday! I'll do another post soon on the places I visited on my holiday.
BeatThatView,
Signing off.
