Saturday, July 31, 2010

Things Not To Do When You're Depressed.

When reading this post please listen to this music:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I7HahVwYpwo

Stay away from chocolate and junk food. Because once you start you can't stop. You'll start binging. Which is not good. Last year, I was depressed and when we went to Sizzler, I started binging on the jelly there.
And this random woman grabbed my shoulders and started saying "You like your jelly don't you?" And then she started laughing which was really weird.
I was just like "I'm depressed here. Just let me binge on my jelly."

So Stay away from food...stay far far away..
And when your depressed you should start writing. All about your feelings..It worked for me..
I guess that's why I'm blogging..and also because to help you..my people.
And the best thing to do when you're depressed is cry or scream just let out your emotions! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So..let your emotions out! Just please don't jump off a cliff...

Update.

While reading this blog please listen to this music: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hVVVb4TBgdA

So, spent my whole of last night crying into my pillows.
Nah...just kidding..I wouldn't do that for a guy..

But I did cry. And now I don't even know why I cried.

Tonight, My parent's friends are coming over for dinner. My dad's cooking crab!
I love crab!~^o^~

So anyways...about my day today?
I woke up at around 9:30.Had Breakfast. Cleaned the house. Went on the computer to watch some stuff and edit a few blogs. Went on Twitter. Parents came home from shopping.
Had lunch. Did some homework. Cut my hair. Shower. Watch the movie "Independence Day".
Go on computer. Talk to friend. And now here I am. On the computer talking about my day. Isn't that nice? Ok..I'm depressed. I think we established that yesterday night.
I'm gonna go now and clear my thoughts and enjoy the crab.

Friday, July 30, 2010


My Life As You Know It

So..guys...I've been working on this novel. And you can read what I've written so far..hope you like it!
Chapter 1



I’m fourteen years old and I am an average school kid. My name is Shannon, yes, with a double ‘n’.(Most people get it wrong, it’s so annoying!) My big dream is to become a journalist and write for a newspaper or a magazine…or even better! My own very column!
I have a crush on a guy, obviously, like most girls my age do...and trust me he’s hot, funny and cute…definitely cute. His name is Dean. Cool name right?
Anyway, My Birthday is coming up soon, I’ll soon be fifteen! And I’ve always read in novels and stuff, (I’m a bookworm..) and most of the girls get their first kiss on their fifteenth birthday. I’m hoping Dean will give me mine!

These are my best friends- Tricia, Seth and Riley. They’re the awesomess friends you could ever have. And yes, they know I like Dean. (Duh..that’s why they’re called “best friends”) And they think that I’m an idiot for not just confessing to him and pouring my heart to him. But I have a perfectly good reason! ( The last time I confessed to a guy, the guy hated me and stopped talking to me.) So, I don’t feel very comfortable now about confessing to guys anymore..

And you can’t blame me if you were in my shoes, you would feel the exact same way!
***
“ Have you done the homework that Mr Bloggs set for next week?”, I asked my two girlfriends. We always arrive early at school to catch up on the, big amount, of homework that (the devil) Mr Bloggs sets for us.

Mr Bloggs was our class teacher, he just loved torturing us with homework. I mean seriously? We’re teenagers! We have better things to do than study the whole day!
He probably hates us because we have hair and he is bald. And he is also in he’s late 60’s. I mean a 60 year old shouldn’t be doing this kind of thing. A 60 year old man should retire, settle in a lovely house and sit by the fire with his lovely wife, drinking tea and looking out the window! Not, set homework dead-lines just to ruin kid’s lives!

“Yeah, I finished it all last night!”, Riley exclaimed, beaming brightly at us.

Riley always finished the homework the day it’s given out! She’s a total bookworm.
Instead of playing outside at recess and lunch. She prefers to stay inside the school library and read factual books. I mean, don’t get me wrong I love her! (as a friend.) And I have to say I’m pretty much a bookworm myself. But I mean she can be a bookworm all she wants, but not to the point where me and Tricia have to, literally, drag her out of the library and force her to run outside. She absolutely hates running.

“ You serious?” I asked her, my mouth hanging open. “He gave us a three-paged-land-use-assignment! A full-on package!”
“It was pretty easy..”, Riley said shrugging.
“Really? You found it easy?” Tricia asked. “I spent my whole afternoon, yesterday, on Google trying to find stuff about Land-use! How lame is that?”
“Tell me about it..” I said, sighing and slouching in my chair. “I tried to work on the assignment but after completing just half of the first page I just couldn’t be bothered.”
“Why? Because you were thinking of Dean?” Tricia teased me.
“It was so not because of Dean!”, I yelled/ whispered, punching her arm.

And at that exact same moment Dean just had to walk into the classroom. This was something that Tricia called “Fate”. And damn do I hate that word!

So, again with the help of “Fate”, Dean sits in front of me. And you’re probably thinking that if I liked a guy, wouldn’t I want him sitting near me? The answer is yes and no. Yes, because if he’s sitting near me he flirts with me and talks to me. No, because the more he flirts and talks to me the more I’ll have to talk to him. And if the more I talk to him, it’s more likely that I’ll probably say something stupid and he’ll forever think I’m a weirdo. Though I like him sitting near me that means it’s easier for me to look at him in class. (Which is kind of freaky when you think about it.)

Anyway, where was I? Oh, yes. Dean walked into the classroom and the group of guys in our year crowded around him and started talking about stuff. Yes, Dean is popular, what do you expect Dean is the fastest guy in the whole year. (typical)
***
Tricia and Riley caught me staring at Dean during class. Tricia (being the violent animal she is.) kicked me and pointed at the clock.

We always play this game during class where we nudge each other in class and we stare at the clock to see if it was nearly recess/lunch. It’s kinda weird but it’s just what we do.
It was just five more minutes till lunch time! I couldn’t wait to get out of the classroom!
***









Bing!
The lunch bell went. Finally, lunch time! Everyone rushed out of the classroom and into the classroom lockers. Tricia, Riley and I have our lockers next to each other. We get to change our lockers everyday, it depends on how early you arrive at school. So, if you arrive early you get the spot you want and if you arrive late then you get the shitty spots.

We (Tricia, Riley and I) usually arrive at school early so our lockers are almost always together. Unless if there’s a traffic jam..

So, we grabbed our lunch, sandwiches, and sat down on the cold hard cement floor, which is what we call the “lunch area”. The lunch area is also the assembly area and the Dance area during the Dance, that we have every year.

“Do you think Tony will ask me to the Dance this year?” Tricia asked me.

Tony is another one of Dean’s friends. He’s pretty popular, I know a lot of girls who confessed to him. He’s actually one of my guy friends.. kind of like Seth just that Seth is closer to me because I’ve known him since year 2.
Seth is also a good friend of Dean’s. All the guys in our year just come together into one massive group.. unlike the girls. The girls have separate groups, one is the popular group and the other group is for the losers. I’m in-between both so I don’t really care..
And Dean he’s real popular but not so popular that he doesn’t know me. I’ve liked him ever since last year. He knows that I find him intimidating so he keeps teasing me just to watch me explode and go all agro on him.

“Maybe..”, I said shrugging. I took a big bite of my egg, lettuce and ham sandwich.
“What she said..”, Riley added, pointing towards me.
“Guys...you know…you could be a bit more supportive.” Tricia sighed.
“Fine…Tony will surely ask you to the Dance.” I said, taking another bite of my sandwich.
“What she said..”, Riley added, once again.
“Guys, you could be more enthusiastic.”, Tricia sighed.
“What do you want me to say? I can’t read the future.” I said.
“I could ask my grandma, my dad said she was a fortune teller.” Riley offered.
“I was being sarcastic, stupid. I didn’t mean it literally!”, I said, patting Riley on the head.
“Fine…I’ll just pray that he asks me to the dance, instead of all the popular girls.”, Tricia sighed.

Tricia always thought the popular girls were all mean and skanky. I mean some of them are but a few of them are actually nice and smart. But some of them all they talk about is shoes, dresses, hair thingies, and more shoes. And that is what makes them boring.

“But, I think Dean is surely going to you ask you to the Dance.” Tricia said to me, as we walked over to the bin to throw away our wrappers. “I mean he keeps looking at you in class.”

“He looks at a lot of other girls.” I said.
“But, he looks at you the most.” Riley said, stabbing my arm with her finger.
“Whatever.” I said and chucked a ball that I found on the basketball court at Riley.
Riley actually caught it and chucked it at Tricia.
“ So, we’re gonna play balls today?” Tricia asked us, as she caught the ball.
“God. That seriously sounds wrong, Trish.”, Riley scoffed.
“Fine, ball.” Tricia replied.
“Still sounds gross.” I said catching the ball.
“What? We are playing with a ball you know..” Tricia said.
“Fine, not so gross anymore.” Riley said.

***

Bing!

Finally the bell to signal the end of school!

Dagger Plunged Through heart.

While reading this post please listen to this music:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rWeUyYzHLPk



For all you people out there with a broken heart.
I think I have one to..
I've liked this guy since last year. I used to hate this guy. But after getting to know him more when I sat next to him in Ms H's class. I realised he wasn't just a dumb sporty guy that was popular. He was actually a guy that was nice and cool.
So ever since then..I've liked him.

Everyday, seeing him was awesome. And since he always stared at me in class...I thought you know..that he actually atleast liked me abit.. But I was wrong he doesn't think of me that way at all..he just thinks of me as a casual friend who he helps and intimidates on.
Yeah..He helps me not the other way round.

But. I beat him in the Health ed test.. I don't know how!
But..I still think he's awesome..
And once again I'm depressed.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

School has started, once again... ~^o^~

So this week was the first week of school for semester 2, year-2010.

Well..Friday was just embarrassing..because for sports..I came last in throwing a ball..and-who could forget?- long jump..

While RB, came first in everything! Why must I be cursed so that I must suck in everything I do?

Message to god:
Since you have made me suck at I everything I do I am now cursed! And also ...depressed..
And it's your fault!

End of message..

And guess what? (what?)
I am totally dreadding this coming Friday when we do relays at school! I am the slowest person in this world! Well..except for Rachii..but it doesn't count since she is not in the same faction as me..

But..atleast I can look forward to the Masterchef finale on Sunday night.
I think It'll help me take my mind of somethings...

I wonder who'll win? Adam or Callum?
I like both of them...they're good chefs so..may the best chef win!

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Jacob/ Taylor

I have to say Taylor Launtner is very HOT!
And very attractive..

So...this year he's eighteen...and counting. He's first movie was "SharkBoy and Lava girl".
And he was soo cute!
Here's a site where you can see him singing : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=plUgn_FC0sk

And he can dance too! So, Your probably wondering how I got so addicted..
Well..my Auntie took me and mysister and my cousin to see the new twilight movie eclipse!
And he was soo funny and good looking..so you know what the rest is..

He's sooo awesome!
Here's a picture:



Oh! And he was bullied when he was younger...he also know how to do karate..he started at the age of six..the same year that I was born!!
HaHa!...

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Risked My First Kiss

I Lost my FIRST KISS!!! To a dog...=.= And the dog wasn't even male it was a female!!

You're probably curious soo here is the story:

We(brother, father, sister, cousin, other cousin, uncle and I) played this game where you stick plastic swords into the holes of this barrel...and there's a doll in the barrel...if you stick a sword in the wrong whole you lose and the people you're playing with dare you to do something.

For my dare I had to kiss the dog on the mouth!!
Sooo I risked my first kiss and lost it!!

The next game I lost again! (No, I did not kiss the dog again..)
This time the dare was eating a lime and eating the whole thing, seeds, skin everything!!
It was 'ok' I hated the skin though..it was sooo bitter. But then after I ate it I had a really bad stomach ache soo I dropped out.
So everyone continued to play and each time they played they had to eat more limes.
And everytime someone got it my dad would say:"It's detox, It's not that bad, It's good for you!"
Until the last round he got it. But since at that round we ran out of limes soo instead we added 3 packets of chilli sauce with 2 limes.
My dad popped one of the limes into his mouth and his face scrunched up and he started whining so we started saying what he said to us when we ate it. It was soo funny!

Burning in Malaysia.

So..now I'm in Malaysia.
On Thursday My family and I flew over to Malaysia on the AirAsia flight(Budget Airline!!).
So for 5 hours I was on a plane, while the plane was jerking about and just to make things worse there was a baby on the plane, crying. I felt like puking sooo bad!

When the plane finally landed I started jumping and singing "I love you ground" (I made the song up..) I was soo happy that I was on land again. Until I met with the hot and humid weather here.

So for the last few days I have been Burning here...I'll just have to put up with it for a few more days...and hopefully I will live! Or maybe not...

Anyways, today I'm going shopping with my sister my cousin and my other cousin...
Hehe...

Monday, July 5, 2010

Budget Airlines........BIG NONO!!!

Budget Airlines are the stupidest Airlines ever!!

They have the crammiest seats ever and no TV!! (What is an airplane ride without a TV??)
(You-tell-me)

And JETSTAR do I have to say anymore about you?? I mean seriously 6 HOURS DELAY!!!
(seriously?) (HELL YEAH!)
Their flight got SERIOUSLY delayed! And those people on that flight got SERIOUSLY unhappy :(
(Who wouldn't get unhappy if their flight got delayed for 6 HOURS!!??)

So now people don't fly with JETSTAR as frequently as they used to.
(I don't blame them.)

And AIR ASIA? Don't get me started on AIR ASIA.
Last year, my family and I flew with AIR ASIA and the flight was sooo crammed.
They didn't even give us pillows!!
My neck was soo crammed and the AIRCON was soo dry that I fell sick and woke up crying on the plane. ( until my brother woke up and told me to shut up.)

I don't know how crappy TIGER AIRWAYS because I only rode on it for half an hour and it was in the afternoon. But it is a BUDGET AIRLINE so I guess it's pretty crap too.

Oh no!! I have to fly with AIR ASIA this time when I go to Malaysia again??!! NO!!!!!